holytree

Confidence is all it takes

2012-01-31T01:35:00.000+08:00

Everyone else can give up on you, but don't give up on yourself..

Beyond 360 degrees

2011-11-14T19:39:00.004+08:00

Exams are round the corner and I SHOULD be studying. I guess I got to get things off my mind or else I will dwell on them..

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This afternoon we had our final drawing presentation. Through there, my level of understanding that each and every one of us do have a story, a thought and a view of our own, an angle beyond 360 degrees moved to greater heights. I realized how selfish and self centered I was, how I have spoilt ideas and creativity coming from another. It is too late to apologize now, I shall leave that apology hanging. Learn to appreciate the positivity of everything because you never know where things are coming from.

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What's that weird feeling when I went desperately looking for something that I will never get it back?

Chances

2011-08-26T21:21:00.003+08:00

A reminder..

Trying out new things and meeting failures aftermath is NOT the end but the beginning of the whole new experience. Although it is not easy to face those obstacles or difficulties but it is NOT impossible either.. since there is a chance, perhaps 0.01 out of 100%, you do stand a chance to fall within that category. So yea~ GO FOR IT.

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Well.. some things are easier said/seen than done. I have learnt and realized a few things in life within the past few months. Not quite know how to describe them, not yet.

Memories

2010-10-04T20:50:00.003+08:00

最近心情不知为什么好沉重。。对一切都麻木了，大概是累了吧！
Something wavered my heart, ended up flipping my drawer. BOOM! Stacks of letters fell out. That sight of the letters made up from different sources was out of the ordinary. There were letters from primary school friends, secondary friends, teachers and fellow band mates and juniors.

Letters from hui sian, a GYPS angklung junior sent by post. Although I graduated two years earlier than her, however she never failed to send me greetings and birthday cards annually.Guess she moved? Really have the urge to send a letter to her now x=.

Among that stack, I spotted a red packet.. LOL.. that's special~ Hoping that there was some $$ inside.. *open* nope! It was a short note from Sikai during CNY period.. Ahhh.. Spotted steph's letter too, all the banana boat man, how she kept getting scolded by Ms. Ow during sec 2 (when I was the one talking), all the"special" comics we generated with inspirations from.. HAHAHAHA!!

There.. the majority of them were from band members!!! All the love love letters..hehe~Lastly, an encouragement note from sec 4 form teacher, Mrs Ho. Looked up the more recent ones.. birthday cards, bank/cpf statement, pay slips, movie/theatre/performance tickets.

读完那些信后，我的心情好多了。发现写信，已被电邮和年龄取代，这已不流行的活动仍然让我留下美好的回忆！

Katekyo hitman reborn 2

2010-10-03T22:01:00.006+08:00

Once upon a time, there was a timid lion named Na-tsu.

One day.. na-tsu was hungry.. awww..=(

*tink* An idea caught him. Na-tsu looked around sneakily, on one was around, hence he pounced onto Ipin's unattended food.

However.. he was caught by master Fong!

HAHAHAHA.. to be continued...

道歉

2010-09-04T00:52:00.005+08:00

暗恋是最好的哑剧，说出来可能会变成悲剧。爱上一个人的时候，总会有点害怕，怕得到他；怕失去他。什么事情都会习惯的，譬如别离和思念。

因为我没勇气，因为我自私，因为我害怕，带给无辜的人伤害，我只能说对不起。。

情绪好乱，好想哭，发现自己经渐渐地失去哭的能力，好辛苦。

舞，我最喜欢的表达方式

让音乐牵着你我走。。

Slow down..

2010-08-14T02:47:00.005+08:00

忙碌的日子已隔一段落。。。

Lambo is excited to the extreme!!! Happy and sad at the same time. Super gratefully to those who brought or accompanied Lambo out to play at times when Lambo felt bored, sad, after-busy-period. 说不出来的感谢，只好用行动表达！*Hug*

Today was a first time experience at Marina Barrage with han and xj!! Without them, I won't even bother about going to that place. Thank you han for being our TAXI DRIVER for movie, dinner, marina barrage and dim sum, making everything possible in one night, hehe~*cheer*

The initial plan was kite-flying however it was late and we were dumb dumbs in that aspect, so ended up "sight-seeing". Nothing caught my attention. I feel that the image of the "light city" is too common. Years down the road, there would be more and more buildings, the lights from the buildings pierce into the eyes, a relaxing view turns into an irritating sight. How I wish the city could black out for a minute which I believe would be the perfect view.=(

Right now, with a little spare time in hand, I dream of many things that I want to do, things that seems so impossible. Dreams V.S. LIFE Is it possible? Is it ever too late to start?

-In doubt-

Busy busy busy

2010-07-31T00:46:00.006+08:00

Busy busy busy me! 7 projects at one go is definitely not anyone's ideal plan. Time sneak past us without our acknowledgement when we are occupied, although stress, tiredness, insufficient rest comes into play, it made life much more meaningful. The fact that you are DOING something beats doing nothing. If I have all the free time in my life, life would be meaningless, without challenges and direction.

It would be great if there is room for a balance mixture between things you have to do and things you would like to do. Even though life appears inequitable, I strongly believe that life is fair. You have to pay for everything that you have done, in one way or another.

Presupposition: Every behaviour has a positive intention.

Despite the hectic schedules, I managed to catch three movies and a theatre show in the month of July!!!=p

Triple Tap and Sachoom with Tsuna

Despicable Me and Inception with rubbish, yea, I am a rubbish bin -___-''

Triple Tap

BANG BANG action movie, got to watch double tap to get the full story.

Sachoom- Korean Dancial

Lantern dance and dance battle

Despicable Me

Laughed throughout the entire movie, however the story line was really bad. Probably lacked of substance and anticipation that made me feel dissatisfied. Grrrr..Can't blame, a G rated movie.

Inception

Layers and layers of dream. Brain cells were actively functioning from beginning till the end and WHENEVER you think of the movie. It left an -up-to-you-to-imagine- ending, leaving everyone dangling and curious, that's so cruel!! Simply love the way it is being projected, identical to the concept of getting a jigsaw into place, revealing the truth bit by bit which made the "truth is not the truth" till the last stage. Did not understand the story completely, shall watch it a second time if possible. xD

Mind Quest Excellence

2010-07-07T14:05:00.003+08:00

Lesson 8: Belief, Ecology & Congruency

"Something you believe about yourself or about the the world holds you back from being, doing or having what you want."

Of cause, it doesn't means that you would succeed once you believe you can, failures are misleading, however the choice to be mis-leaded or not is yours.

Expectation Theory:

"When you change your thinking, you change your beliefs;

When you change your beliefs, you change your expectations;

when you change your expectations, you change your attitude;

When you change your attitude, you change your behaviour;

When you change your behaviour, you change your performance;

When you change your performance, you change your life."

Perform your ecology checks to ensure that any changes made would be beneficial overall.

Balance that ecology.

Congruency.

Checkpoint

2010-07-06T23:37:00.003+08:00

Checkpoint

Sense of direction, not there

Motion Sickness, improved

Projects, sky high

Motivation, zero

Lessons learnt:

Face reality, if you are not good, you are out.
We depend on each other for the attention we need or the things to achieve.
Things planned are somehow, somewhat according for the sake of one's own advantage at the very end.
You probably grumble over things without realizing that you have done the following before.
There is no such thing as an unbreakable record.

Not getting tired of repeating the same thing every single time? I am tired of listening. I won't go against your wishes, your plans as long as your face is thick enough to ask. Why are you so afraid that I would surpass you one day? It is the ability that counts.

WCG SAFRA Champion's League

2010-06-26T00:20:00.003+08:00

WCG SAFRA Champion's League is held at SAFRA Game Haven(Clarke Quay). I went there mainly to witness evening DOTA All-Stars matches. Two competitive games were telecast-ed on the first level (XtC. VS KnightMare), followed by (KnightMare VS TEMPEST).

The games were not played fair and square because each game had server problems and each re-loading leads to a different situation which is critical to winning. It doesn't matter who won, as long as they had fun x). Both games were interesting, however I preferred the first match, more interesting, more engagements, more breath taking!!!

All of a sudden, I feel motivated to join some competitions. x=

Make a Wish

2010-06-05T16:26:00.006+08:00

Make a wish

When daytime turns to night

When the moon shines bright

When you're tucked in tight

When everything is alright

Slip softly to that place

Where secret thoughts run free

There come face to face

With who you want to be so

Swim across the ocean blue

Fly a rocket to the moon

You can change your life

Or you can change the world

Take the chance, don't be afraid

Life is yours to live

Take a chance and then the best has yet to come

Make a wish, it's up to you

Find the strength inside

And watch your dreams come true

You don't need a shooting star

the magic's right there in your heart

Close your eyes

Believe and make a wish

Chiisaki mono sore wa watashi

Watashi desu magire naku

Kagami no naka kokorobososa dake ga

Dare ni makenai ashita ni naru yo

Soshite watashi wa osanai koro ni

Sukoshizutsu modotte yuku

Imi mo shirazu utau koi no uta o

Hometekureta ano hi ni

Sora o ao geba

Michite kuru watashi no koe ga

Sara sara nagaru kaze no naka de kimi mo

Fuwari mai agare

koe ga kikoeru

yukubeki michi yubisashite iru

Sara sara nagaru kaze no naka de hitori

Watashi utatte imasu

Uuuhhh...

I've always hoped for happiness

And finally fulfilled my wish

'Cos I just need to see you smile

Sora o (Make a wish)

Ao geba (It's up to you)

Michite kuru watashi no koe ga (Watch your dreams come true)

Sara sara nagaru kaze no naka de kimi mo

(The magic's right there in your heart)

Fuwari mai agare (Believe and...)

Make a wish, it's up to you

Find the strength inside

And watch your dreams come true

You don't need a shooting star

the magic's right there in your heart

Close your eyes

Believe and make a wish...

Uuuuhhh...

Make a wish

DID

2010-05-27T00:24:00.002+08:00

Dialogue in the dark

-Speechless experience-

Experience how it is to be visually impaired.

FEAR

2010-05-24T00:03:00.003+08:00

Sometimes you got to experience the situation before understanding what is fear.

Being so dependent on your nature abilities, taking them for granted. Ever wonder how it feels when you have to walk bending just for a few days,with weak arms, being uncomfortable. Now I know. =(

Work is cramping up my sleeves, got to hurry!!

距离的美

2010-05-03T20:31:00.004+08:00

This video is hilarious!!!

Third week of school! And it is getting along fine. There is this weird thing happening, dreaming every night (WEIRD DREAMS) and I can't remember much after waking up, just had an rough idea of the things that I had dreamt, however impossible to sought it out =(. Just two nights back, my aunt told me that she woke up with a shock when she saw me frustrated, struggling on the bed, soon she realized that I was unconscious and I am totally clueless about what I was doing that night!-___-!!

I cried after watching the final episode of Pankun and James. The way that you are going to be separated from your loved ones, the pain, 那依依不舍. However, if leaving was a better choice for Pankun, I believe that the pain is worth while, just like 爱一个人，或一样东西并不需要拥有。固执，自私的捉着将会带给大家许多许多的不快乐，试试放开，就会发现距离的美！

"What belongs to you will have a way of coming back to you no matter how you avoid, how you lose it; Those which aren't yours will never stay no matter how hard you try."

已体会到。

感想

2010-03-26T21:24:00.010+08:00

“我受够了！”

你受够了，他也受够了。

“我所做的一切都是有原因的。”

大家做的每一件事，都有自己的原因。

“你能了解我的感受吗？”

难道对方就没有吗？

大家都是人，只不过来自不同的背景，背后有个独特的故事，并在生活里扮演着不同的角色。大家依靠着彼此，希望彼此能了解自己的感受，行为。人做的每一件事，甚至一个小小的选择都会带临自己走向一个不同的未来。快要十九岁的我，已经错过了许多机会与选择，但不会为了改变不了的过去而感到遗憾，反而会不停地捉紧未来所献的机会！

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"One-sided story is never fair"

The future awaits

2010-03-24T23:31:00.004+08:00

Sometimes I just felt hopeless when strangers step forward and ask me for directions yet I replied "I am not sure" even if I stayed nearby and walked past that place frequently.

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Getting more and more worried as every second tickles pass, about becoming an adult, about the future.AHHHHHH!! Frustrated.=/

"You got to ask yourself whether you deserve the things you expected from others?"

Missions accomplished!

2010-03-23T00:30:00.007+08:00

Had Mud Pie yay!!!

Finished watching Katekyo Hitman Reborn! yay!!!

I recommend EVERYONE, regardless of age, gender, size, EVERYONE to watch this anime. You got to love Lambo. That irritating yet you just can't help liking fellow >_0

Watched Princess Mononoke by accident yay!!!

Awesome show (:

Satisfied now..hehe!x)

BREAK OUT 2010

2010-03-15T22:34:00.014+08:00

Wheeeeee!!! Went to esplanade theatre yesterday to watch BREAKOUT2010(Extreme Dance Comedy). The entire performance was hilarious however I felt a little disappointed, not able to feel the excitement. I am sure that the performance was not their very best, tired perhaps? since it was the last performance =(.

Cover page of the booklet. HAHAHA~Just kidding

The real deal :)

Last but not least, great art by Mr XJ

Hmmm, things are more or less done for the coming renovation, the weirdest thing is to shift the piano into the kitchen, hope it does not start to rust without warmer for a week. @_@

This superb tv console is being hacked away in order to change the flooring BECAUSE the floor is going to explode. What a pity, it is such a beauty!!!

新的开始

2010-03-08T01:28:00.007+08:00

人生常常会遇到错则，最近遇到许多，心情也随着低落。但这并不表示结局，而是代表了新的开始。“从哪里跌倒，就从哪里站起来” 时间就像毫无人情似的，不停地从每一个人的身边溜走，从不慢下来，不等待，更不能倒流。

有些事情向朋友唠叨了，感到十分舒服。一切都过去了，从新再来！！

加油吧，秋桦：）

2010-02-27T01:52:00.004+08:00

1) Ego

Why do someone that was stronger initially will never admit that they had lost to someone that was weaker?
Why do humans beat around the bush, give hints, hoping that you would understand and gives an irritating reply of "nevermind" when you don't?
Why anger forms when everything did not go according to what one expects?
What do you earn from winning something virtual? pride? face?

2)Thoughts and feelings

How true are these equations? Smart = cunning; Smarter = More cunning
Is there anyone that is perfectly angelic?
Any ways to avoid negative emotions?
The looks that are deceiving, the character that warms your heart

3)Life

Who are you to judge and imply what is nice, what is fashion, what is not nice? It is just your point of view.
Why are trends followed plainly because they are trends?
What's so cool about being up to date with the latest trends?
Following blindly turns out to be stupidity isn't it?

I am confused. =S

Path of reality

2010-02-23T01:40:00.003+08:00

Things could be simple. Just like this and just like that. I am sorry that I chose the difficult path, there were too many factors to consider. Simply can't help it, this is REAL. However, don't restrict! A little sunshine would be perfect. =D

2010-02-11T02:37:00.004+08:00

The ugly truth 2

*Proudly presents the ugly truth of singaporeans 2*

*5pm* I was on my way to school, hence I took mrt from Sembawang to Jurong East. Well, we all know that Jurong East is the last stop for the red line, it has two exits and it would wait for approximately 3 minutes for the carriage to be filled before moving on. I was uncertain about which side to alight but I comforted myself that there would be enough time to cross over to the other side if I made a mistake. *Ding Dong, Jurong East interchange, passengers going towards .......*

I stood up and walked towards my right, "hmmm.. looks funny" just when I turned around to exit from the other side, people from both sides came gushing in and SQUASHED me right in the middle!!! I shouted "EXCUSE ME!" and tried to squeeze my way out. Nobody moved, afraid that they would roll out of the mrt? Perhaps. *Ding Dong, Doors are closing~Didididididididi!* Wheeee~~ Off I go, back to Bukit Batok.

Hais.. alright, I crossed over to the other side and took the mrt back, this time, there was NO warning about the changing of tracks, the mrt jerked, on the verge of falling, I grabbed the back of someone's shirt. Ooops! So sorry~hehe. Yay! Finally! I reached JE and managed to get out. Took the green line mrt to school.

Travel travel travel.. *Ding Dong.. Chinese Garden* @_@!!!!! My school is at CLEMENTI, NOT SOME GARDEN.. AHHHH!! wrong side. Here I go again~~ wheee~ crossed over and took mrt to clementi. On the midst of the journey to clementi, someone's handphone rang, the ring tone was loud and noisy and the owner did not pick up that call. Just atm, I looked up, the passengers were looking at me! I was wondering, my handphone ran out of battery and it turned off, how could it be ringing? Stop looking at me!!!

*Clap Clap* reached clementi. FINALLY! Now my mission is to grab a bus and get to school asap. 184 came (long bus), ahhh, everyone ran towards the bus, the crowd was crazy and 154 came right behind. Upon seeing that 184 is going to be filled up, everyone did a sudden turn, pushed anything that was in their way and rushed towards 154. Taken aback, I got out of the crowd and waited for more buses. After two 184 and 154 bus went off, I managed to get on to the fifth bus (:. It was crowded, the people behind was gaining pressure on me as the bus moves, forcing me to hug the pole in front of me all the way to school.

*Hip Hip Horray!* I reached school and hopped off the bus. Oh no! my phone ran out of battery and I did not have any contacts in mind, how am I going to find my group mates. Leaving with no choice, I patrolled the school's library level by level and managed to find them on the 5th storey. *3 cheers and 3 cheers and 3 cheers for ME!* I reached my destination, at 7pm, tired and hungry. What a horrible experience! Bleahhhhhhhssssss..

2010-02-03T21:47:00.004+08:00

Ever heard of friends saying :"We go outside settle?"

Well, I was walking along the streets and there was a large group of upper secondary students around me(all guys). A loud angry voice (over the phone) said :"下来，全部下来学校那里settle,有人要巴我。"

Another said :"妈的，你们现在来学校那里，我们要对付马来人。"

A third voice said: "下来啦~帅哥~。"

Two cute little guys behind me were planning on what to do later.

A: "I will punch his stomach then he fly arh!"

B: "Then I will kick him."

A: "Then I pin him to the ground."

B: "I stronger than you la."

A: ..

B: ...

LOL.. I almost laughed out and quickly walked off. Just curious over what is on their mind?? You punch me and I kick you, you gained nothing at the end. So, what's the point? However, was that considered as part and parcel of growing up? *shrugs shoulders*

2F02

2010-01-23T20:21:00.011+08:00

Here you go~

~~Assignment/Work~~	~~Weightage~~	~~Happening/Deadline~~
~~DEC~~
~~EXAM~~	~~40%~~	~~26^th Feb 2010(Friday)~~
		~~9am-11am (2 hours)~~
~~BIS~~
~~EXAM~~	~~40%~~	~~24^th Feb 2010(Wednesday)~~
		~~2.30pm-4.30pm(2 hours)~~
~~Elective modules~~
~~FCAL EXAM~~		~~25^th Feb 2010(Thursday)~~
		~~2.30pm-4.30pm (2 hours)~~

EXAMS ARE OVER! =D

NOH

2010-01-10T15:29:00.004+08:00

NOH

Went to watch NOH presented by Japan Creative Centre at Drama Centre. It was a traditional Japanese musical theatre. There were three programmes.

1) Noh: Kocho (Butterfly) , performed in a solemn and dignified manner, exuding an atmosphere of quiet elegance and is visually dramatized by the use of elaborate costumes and delicately-carved masks on an austere stage.

2) Kyogen: Obagasake (The aunt and her sake), a light hearted comedy

3) Noh: Shakkyo (The Stone Bridge)

The performance was something new and interesting for me! Everything was so disciplined, that slow and steady, no sign of panicking even when everything was to be done on stage, in front of the audience, such as changing of costumes, presenting music and changing of props.

Well, really glad that I did not flee after the first programme because I am unable to understand or appreciate what it was all about, it was so draggy!!! However, the second item was otherwise, a light hearted comedy which gave me a good laugh ^___^.

Hmmm.. luck, what kind of luck was that?

2010

2010-01-03T01:54:00.004+08:00

2010

A new year, all packed and ready to go.

A new year, which means turning a year older, more responsibilities falling upon my shoulders. This would be a wake up call for me. I am beginning to worry, everyone stay healthy please, please!!

End of 2009

2009-12-31T01:31:00.008+08:00

31st December 2009, the last day of the year. Looking back, what had I done? Nothing much, well that doesn't matter as what's done is done! Parts of the past would be a pieces of locked up memory hidden deep down in my heart. The most valuable lesson learnt: to forgive and forget, leave no hatred, do without regrets.The key is to understand, else even with countless forgiveness and make ups, things are back to square one, same mistakes would happen repeatedly. 2010 would be a great! It sure is.

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It had been 9 years, half of my life. Faint yet strong memories that never fade. Curious over how different life would be if everything were unchanged. As time continues to tick pass, it is still inside me. Strong as I seemed, fear crept in, so afraid to lose another key. Time is getting nearer and nearer. What if it happen right now? What am I suppose to do? How? I should not be pessimistic however I can't help being.

2009-12-12T02:31:00.002+08:00

Hehehuhaha

why?

2009-12-01T00:15:00.004+08:00

I feel terrible, so terrible, those words shoke me up, teary, I am scared.

Truthful feelings the medicine I need

That one in a million going towards extinction

Don't go, don't slip pass me

That's cruel

2009-06-11T18:14:00.002+08:00

"Beauty is only skin deep" " Appearance is not important"

Well, appearance is definitely important and the way you carry yourself; Let's see in a job interview two person of the same abilities , definitely the pleasant looking one got choosen. Reality is cruel. Humans are usually attracted by appearance at first sight, "no, not true?" think again, you sure you are not? "ya, I am not" most probably you are lying to yourself " ya, right".

Anyway I just want to tell you I like the way you are, you dont have to be good looking or have any specialities. Just be confident, ignore those who laugh at or look down on you. Please dont control or refrain yourself to fit in with others. Your pleasant character will lead you to somewhere. Everyone is good in something, you are going to find yours sooner or later.

Be yourself. Cheerios! :D
Specially for you, I know it is easier said than done, all the best (:

2009-04-24T00:14:00.004+08:00

This is what I had learnt in school on wed and thursday!

Conversation at Macdonalds~

Cashier

"Good afternoon~ What's your order?"

Customer

"Ermm... One feese burger meal, The drink I want to change to orh leng joo"

Cashier

" You want to ah sai your meal?"

Customer

"No. Tank yew~"

Cashier

"Any desert to go along?"

Customer

"One apper pai."

Cashier

* passes food to customer* "Tank Yew and enjoy your meal~"

*the customer ate happily*

SO wad had the customer ordered?? :P

Btw, Why are people called TAN AH KOW?

2009-04-23T00:01:00.004+08:00

OHYEA~ School RE-OPENED

new lecturers new friends new modules~ 8 hours of lesson every monday KILLS, and 7,4,3,6 on the following days. I dont understand why they made the timetable so hectic on the first day of the week starting from 8am all the way till 6pm \/_\/~ Well, tuesday's CA pratical lesson was confusing (for me) but I love fixing those wires up!! x= Was totally exhausted after 15 hours of lesson. Luckily the rest of the week was more relaxing /\ _/\.

SO, had IS module TODAY ( BE & IMAGE ). The lecturer was "high", embedded with lots of examples and jokes, she even spoke till she cracks her voice at times! After the "catwalking", I realised that my shoulders are not straight when I walk and my arms DONT swing, most probably due to shoulder bag and the habit of hugging the laptop with both arms. Well, hope I can change for the better!! ;p

Hais, I dont mean to, but I just cant help it; because of pride I guess.

2009-04-11T21:18:00.002+08:00

Hais, in short, dairies are still the best.

2009-04-09T22:58:00.002+08:00

wheeeeee~~

Tomorrow's holy friday! MY DAY~

First and for all..

CONGRATS TO WCB FOR GETTING SILVER FOR SYF'09 ;]

Secondly..

I met a gorgeous german lady on wednesday! Though she only wore plain clothings with two dangling earrings but *LOL* Singapore beauty-sss can stand aside le~~=P

Thirdly..

What shall I do tomorrow?

:(

2009-04-06T21:30:00.003+08:00

:(
Hais, one side of the showerhead's grip in the bathroom broke; It STILL can grip the showerhead but not a firm one. My mum did tied some strings to it but it tilt the showerhead and the water go horizontal! How to bath like that!

So, SMART SHERENE went to put it back to the showerhead grip. HA! so smart eh, while bathing I saw something fly pass at the corner of my eyes and the next thing I know the showerhead came crashing onto my head!!!! OMG LA! What is this!?!? Nonsense!! >__< This is call suay or what, keep banging my head this year!!T_T

When to watch fast and furious 4! Though the story is always the same, they go undercover; won the race and managed to catch the criminal but I still love it! Vrrrommmm~~^^v

2009-03-29T18:54:00.005+08:00

HELLO EVERYBODY!

ERAGON LOVES DEEP DEEPS!

WATCH WATCH WATCH!!!

something old school yet fun =P

2009-03-20T00:33:00.002+08:00

Wheeeee~~ results would be out in a few hours time.Holidays are bored bored bored! EAT SLEEP PLAY every single day! Luckily able to work every wednesday, teeheehee~ every week reach the small condo and started wiping, cleaning and mopping! *poof* In less than 3 hours everything is done and off we go for a good meal. Thank you auntie for treating xP

Well, nowadays government seems good eh, upgrading lifts, building more facilities in the neighbourhood, and a four sitter table under each void deck.

SO, while I was walking home this evening with packets of food (maybe I was tired ba), just a distance from the lift, I heard some noise and saw four humans sitting under my blk's void deck playing MAHJONG??! I was thinking: WOAH! so bold sia, sit here and play mahjong.. and I just walked past them and went up. After finishing my dinner, I went down again (to J8), this time the same four humans are still there, but they are not playing mahjong they are talking about some paper work! O_O!!! Was I hallucinating just now?? or I did not see what they were doing?? or they DID play mahjong but they kept it and started dicussing about paper work or ..??

*cross fingers*
btw, Have you ever heard the wolf cry to the blue corn moon? =P

2009-02-20T22:58:00.001+08:00

Humans just love to create their OWN unique way hoping others will follow and they feel good being the "FOUNDER" of these ways. They felt good saying others being COPYCAT. Dont they?

2009-02-19T19:32:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I wonder what am I busy and excited all over for?

Do you know that when you are all that happy,

how unhappy I am?

---La mian La mian---

2009-02-16T14:43:00.006+08:00

Happy valentine's day and 1st anniversary!! ;D

lol~ shhhh...

Dumb Dumb and Gong Gong~

2009-02-13T00:34:00.002+08:00

First thing first projects are done. YAY!~

Went to gong gong's ah gong's funeral "today". Though I had not seen him before but my tears can't help dropping. The things happening there were too familiar, it seems like what happened years ago. Years ago, however the pain would be there forever, just like scars...cherish, everyone!

2008-12-31T00:33:00.003+08:00

OK, REALLY LAZY to update things happening around lately.

I DONT FEEL GOOD NOW, NOT AT ALL, few days after the fall, my whole body starts to ache, muscle ache. I DONT see any blue black, it just feels like INTERNAL INJURY? DONT think so.. BUT I feel uncomfortable and weird all over, I DONT like this..

2008-12-24T13:31:00.006+08:00

Alright~ dead blog o_X~~ having some renovations in the house, hear the *kok kok kok* sound early morning. Due to renovation, we had to bath in the other bath room where there is no HEATER!!! omg, the water is so cold~~

Fell down ytd in the bathroom; was playing with the soap and applying them on my feet. was thinking "HA! my feet will be so clean and smell so nice", think think think suddenly lose balance and slipped forward. My head knocked against the wall, really see stars *__*.

Quickly bath and came out, at first it was alright, only the pain is there,BUT my hand itchy la, go rub rub rub,suddenly it BLEED! so went to see the doctor. He used some medicine to stop my bleeding, one time...*nope still bleeding,again* TWO time..*still cannot* THREE time.. TMD!! so painful la, still say it is not hurting at all, next time rub salt into your wound THREE times see u yell anot @_@

humph! paid $40 and left, so expensive!!!

A toilet without a toilet bowl

Flowers for you! ^^V

Thank you!!

*huggies*

Wheeee!!you fly I fly~ hehehehe~

*behind got sexy legs!*

2008-12-02T22:44:00.003+08:00

WAHHHHHHH!!!!!

OMG! SOMEONE RETURNED MY WALLET, RETURNED IT STRAIGHT TO MY DOOR, WITH EVERYTHING INTACT!!!

Damn, I am really really touched.. Just felt the warmness of a kind heart.
THANK YOU! <3

2008-11-27T22:18:00.009+08:00

MAJOR LOSTS AND GAINS THIS WEEK

LOSTS:

-WALLET

-EZ LINK CARD

-NRIC

-POSB CARD

-NP CARD

-LIBRARY CARD

-HOMEWORK

-$45+21+10+100?

GAINS:
-NEW WALLET
-NEW EZ LINK
-NEW POSB
-NEW LIBRABY
-REVISION

-POLICE REPORT!
-HOMEWORK

-FEVER
-FLU

Hais~ lost my wallet today, most probably dropped it on the bus ~__~. Wasted lots of time and money to get replacement. Had the first police report in my life!!!@_@ Sick and tired~ Well, expensive lesson learnt. I WILL EARN BACK WHAT I LOST! @__@@@

ADVISE 2:

THINGS TO BRING WHEN YOU ARE GOING OUT:

WALLET,EZ CARD, $10,NRIC,~~ATM CARD,LIBRARY CARD,SCHOOL STUDENT CARD~~

Wheeeeeeee~ I cant wait to get well and study hard! ^^V

btw, when you gain something, you will lose something... believe it or not~

Right now, I pray for some kind soul to return my nric pray pray pray *HOLY, HOly,Holy holy, hol,ho,h,....*

y,ly,oly,holy, hoLY, holy pig~

2008-11-22T14:48:00.001+08:00

Dear's driving getting steady bompipi eh~ heheh later bang bang arh!x=

-----------

Here is a little advise~

If you like someone, please tell the person straight, it scares people off by doing things to gain their attention or indirect showing. IT SUCKS.

2008-11-15T23:52:00.005+08:00

Handsome No.1

Charming No.2

Hehehe No.3 x=

Hehehe..attended my cousin's wedding today! Congratulations!!!

Sorry for not being able to celebrate our 3/4th :(

LOVE YOU! ^^V

PS: who's gonna win the hey handsome?

2008-11-11T13:35:00.003+08:00

After so much had happened I felt that ever since poly life, everything had changed. Been through much much more sweet sour bitterness, fights, getting more emotional, projects, different different kinds of work experience, tough but happy. Just "weirdly happy" that I am having all these.

Though I always made up my mind that I hate this and that or who, however I never never meant it, really really treasured the opportunites everyone gave me.

Thanks!<3

2008-10-27T00:29:00.011+08:00

HELP!!! My 5 yrs old cousin's child is stealing all my toys away!!!! :( Haha, ok, face it is time to give away your toys~~

Thanx everyone for giving me such a pleasant 17!
While watching high school musical 2 today, some words caught my attention: "A promise is something big to make".

Birthday!

Big bully~

Clan JaYz!!

TAKE ONE

TAKE TWO

HEHEHEHE!~~

something for dota players to figure out what the pics meant!!

Before

After

Happy Birthday to ME!

2008-10-16T23:14:00.010+08:00

HEHEHE!!!

TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY!

Just back from jumbo seafood resturant at serangoon. Went there to dine with family! The chilli crab, with fried mini bun is soooooooo nice! You got to try it if you happen to dine there!!!

I want to thank all families and friends who wished me happy birthday:

family <3

Dear<3

classmates(1F02)

clan mates (JaYz FTW!)

Vinse and gang~
schoolmates and friends!

Thanks for all the lovely presents and treats too!

I really appreciate them deeply!

15/10/08 ;D

Monkey see Monkey do~

16/10/08 (sweet 17) x=

For some reasons, my brother does not allow me to upload his picture ~.~

btw, while eating half way suddenly the resturant played the happy birthday song, I looked around and saw a birthday cake at another day and the birthday person is a 60 or 70 ahma. Hi-5!

Special thanks to dear for his lovely birthday cake and song!!! :DDD

2008-10-15T23:55:00.002+08:00

HAHA! 88888888888888888888888888

Thanx dear for your little celebration for our 8th and my birthday,
sizzler is really an unique place to dine in.. hehe xD

Thanx edmund's parents for their gift too!

THANK YOU!~

2008-10-12T01:09:00.003+08:00

Wheeeeeee~ back from npstrings camp!

ice breaking, angel and mortal, murderer and station games were alright.

Everything went fine till the 3rd day where mens come and spoil my mood.

Tried to enjoy the mass dance but the pain is killing me!

why am I so suay in every camp? @_@

School reopening soon~
x_X

2008-10-07T23:53:00.005+08:00

xi Gao Wang Yue, Wang Yue shi da
Je commence à
CANT il prendre plus?
ou
I cant il prendre plus?

Je suis juste mal mentalement
pas physiquement

Je ne sais pas quoi faire lorsque vous êtes nuls
Je suis devenu trop nuls.

MAMMA MIA!

2008-10-02T00:43:00.003+08:00

YOYOYO!
MUSICAL LOVERS?
CRAVING FOR INTERESTING SOUNDTRACKS?

GO CATCH MAMMA MIA NOW!

craving for a chocolate bar?

CADBURY BOOST!

Yummy, yummy and extra YUMMY

oh, btw

Happy children's day!

dinner dinner~

2008-09-29T02:27:00.004+08:00

Yippeeeee!

"celebrated" kendrick's birthday over at new york new york (dinner), I was supposed to go east coast this afternoon however I was unable to wake up. Sorry!! :(

After dinner, eugene, daniel and duane left. The six of us, kendrick, jermaine, jodi,riovee, dear and I sat in a circle chatting about the past in whitley, everything was so complicated and we even talk all the way to soulmates~ and ancestors?!

*riovee must be pretty enlightened by the word 'soulmate' now x=*

Left at around 11+, bid farewell to the rest and sat down near my house with dear and had a hearty chat, halfway through suddenly a patrol police car went past us, the two policemen spotted us and just reversed all the way back.

They stopped in front of us and came down asking how old are we? what are we doing so late in the night? hehehe~ we were both past 16 alr~ no curfew for us!! :P Thus the policeman told us not to sit at the roadside but to get a proper table and chair to chat.

We walked towards my block and chatted a little more and home sweet home!

JaY)PikaChu

2008-09-28T02:54:00.000+08:00

I waited I waited and waited... and waited and waited...
I slept.

August

2008-09-03T20:16:00.015+08:00

Chalet
The person who did these must be a genius! x=

15/08/08

Love on ice~ :D

DumbDumb && GongGong!

17/08/08

GongGong's birthday!

Before

After

Swensens

S&E

:DDDD

COMEX show

2008-08-30T01:25:00.006+08:00

eheehee..my mum make up with me on sunday.The next morning she just spoke to me as if nothing had happened EHEEHEE~~ x=

OK, my legs are really D-Y-I-N-G! I am not tired, just that my legs and back are aching badly!!!!@___@. Upon reaching home, a bath is like a hot spring, the bed is heavenly! especially with such cool, nice weather.

Dear have camp, unable to work it fair with me :( BUT, he will be back soon to work tgt for some cashier job? :D Pretty excited over it, first time being a cashier!

Two more days, COMEX show would be over.Folks, looking for any good deals? for laptops, destops, cameras, printers or other electric goods? do come down to suntec and have a look!O_O Cya~

OYA! lots of photos to upload since holidays started, however I was too lazy, will try to upload soon, after the next next week..hehe~

2008-08-24T03:16:00.003+08:00

Well, when two girls in relationship with a guy, one after another, no matter what, without explanations, understandings,whether who is right or wrong, the latter would hate the present, never the guy's fault. Girls' jealously,undeniable, too much to defend and extremely dangerous.

I am hurt, having some problems lately, how I wish there is a word of concern, however there is none,it's too late. Right now, I just felt fu yan-ed.

so long yet so fast

2008-08-15T23:56:00.004+08:00

Happy half year!

Before I knew..
the day is over... (:
*photos will be uploaded asap..haha..

pictures pictures~~ for the past few days~

2008-08-14T20:25:00.009+08:00

080808!:D

Sweet little things~~
08/08/08!Roses~

gummies and lollipops!^_ _ _ _ _ _ ^

national day double chocolate

chocolates~

cannibal!x=

work work

2008-08-10T23:25:00.004+08:00

Ok, being working in funan, promoting acer laptops for the past two days, standing for 10 hours is really tiring, back ache and sour legs. My throat hurts too, when comepeting my voice with the noisy music through the speakers.

Despite all these, actually is pretty fun x). This is the first time i intereact with so many different types of people, short; thin; fat; tall; weirdos; people looking like a wizrad; people who pierce their nose like zhu ba jie; people with fizzy hairstyles LOL!

Well, sales was good :) EG1 revision class tml!~ ciaos~

draft draft draft

2008-08-07T03:22:00.002+08:00

Wahahaha!Finally managed to settle down and edit my java project, however it is still in a mess~

Well, had carrot cake and laska for dinner AGAIN, I feel that our chances of getting illness such as HIGH chelestrol,HIGH blood pressure, heart attack is pretty high! Went home, bath and played a draft match. We lost!

Weird thing is.. someone from my team dced during the first match, another dced during the remake AND they are still in the network after disconnecting from the game. Well, that happened to me too..oh..BATTLE NET IS CRASHING!!!x)

Hmm, I feel that lots of ways and tactics could be learn from draft matches.That's great!haha..most of the tests, exams, tutorials,work and projects are done.That's better! Left a few, to..

HOLIDAYS

ARE COMING MY WAY!

I LOVE MY CURRENT LIFE

2008-08-04T00:37:00.006+08:00

WAHAHAHA!! something's wrong with me, felt like going on a blogging spree!

I just have the urge to say, I LOVE MY CURRENT LIFE NOW, enjoying the sweet, sour, bitterness and spicy-ness.

They are just ups and downs of life! So bear with it, take your time and enjoy those stress and rewards. I am starting to love lots of things, lastly, I LOVE YOU DEAR! Cheer up, promise? See things in an open way~ *stretches out pinky*

pictures pictures

2008-08-03T23:54:00.009+08:00

PICTURES!

Haha..here are some pictures for the week, I suddenly logged into audition today, it was freaking lag, have no idea what happened, it became like that after the latest patch -__-! However, it is alright! I have many other things to do! x)

Oreo cheese cake~~<3

My audition character x)

The past....When we were immature~

The present.. We had grown up! x=[I love the turtle fairy!]

draft~

Finally product!!!

Haha..Today is edmund's dad 50th birthday, we made this for him on saturday, edmund did most of it! HAPPY BIRTHDAY~~~

I felt so useless....

PAIN

2008-08-02T21:21:00.004+08:00

yay!~~ PF and MTM is over! *claps*
time to relax a little, next up, EM and EG1! O_O
Crossing fingers for CATS x= *cross*
ahhhh, I am in GREAT PAIN :(
But there is oreo cheese cake to cheer me up ^^
Looking forward to thursday:D, getting video-ed! x=

HAHAHA! x=

2008-07-28T23:07:00.009+08:00

Sometimes, toys are pretty WEIRD creatures HAHAHA! LOOK!O_O

bowing to their god..

2.

Sometimes they are really SNEAKY too...

What is the black pig doing?!?!

Nobody can see me..hehehe...x)

OH NO!O_O!!

So are the humans...x=

Grinning so happily at the sight of food

refuses to look at the food!

tests; exams; projects

2008-07-20T21:53:00.006+08:00

BOO! alright, I am really lazy, lazy to post~.~

pf is really ......... ,

I cant seem to find the online quiz or anything for EM in mel~

MTM report, hope can be submitted by this tues

CATS project,eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeekk!!!

2 tests coming up!(next week)

2 exams coming up!(next month)

GAMBATTE! GAMBATTE!! GAMBATTE!!!x)

warning! only for gong dumb dumb people~

JULY

2008-07-16T20:11:00.005+08:00

five

four

three

two

one

five pictures for the fifth!x)

x=

2008-07-11T00:19:00.002+08:00

EDMUND NGOH & SHERENE TAN

TWO VERY VERY LAZY PERSON!

EDMUND NGOH

BIG BULLY!x=

OREO

2008-07-10T23:48:00.006+08:00

EDMUND NGOH & SHERENE TAN

TWO VERY VERY GREEDY PEOPLE x=

Haha..donut factory had new flavours! It is nice! esp the oreo ones..hurry! go try now!!

Oh man..I just love food related to OREO!!!

W-A-I-T

2008-07-06T16:24:00.002+08:00

How long do you want me to wait? I cant wait anymore, I waited long enough, I am going to explode soon

JUMBO

2008-06-29T11:44:00.005+08:00

OKIE!I AM SO REFRESHED NOW!

Haha! Went to J8 to meet gong gong for lunch and went to bossini to pick up my pants for work, before we left, I went to Best denki to look for Chor Hoong as she is working there as an Acer promotor. Walked to jumbo~ and started work.

OMG! THE TRAYS AND FOOD BECAME SO HEAVY ALL OF A SUDDEN, business was good and they started putting many plates in a tray. My left arm aches alot, I guess I had strained my muscles :(. Around 7pm, suddenly the lights went BOOM! There was a blackout in the restaurant!

Heeheehee~ the workers slacked for half an hour as everything is stopped, there is no electricity to cook, thus no food to serve x) Soon the restaurant gets warmer and warmer, many customers left and the poor fishes in the tank does not have cold water to swim in~

Went home, tired and hungry~ craving crazily for a cold drink although I drank one cup already, reached home, bath, ate some rice and off to bed!

I had some funny dreams while sleeping, something about two dinosaurs, chickens and things that are really weird.

muscle aches!

2008-06-28T00:31:00.002+08:00

yay~~ It is friday again! HIP HIP HOORAY!

THURSDAY

large amount of stretching

FRIDAY

NP Strings

SATURDAY

Work

Arms aching as usual, IT IS A CYCLE, the pain starts on THURSDAY and ends on MONDAY on thursday, it starts again~.~ Well, train hand muscles, next time become very strong @_@

Well, went for CCA today, reached j8 at around 9pm, met up with aunt, went around looking for a suitable pair of black pants for me and a showerhead. Finally, managed to purchase a pair at bossini. Tired and hungry, bought macdonalds.

Haha.. I was quite surprised that my aunt does eat MAC, coz I hardly see her eating fast food. Went home happily~. WAIT! We forgot completely about the showerhead, oh dear I have to bath with the hose again =__=''

Work awaits tomorrow!~

gege~

2008-06-24T23:43:00.003+08:00

Surprisingly, MTM was not that bad today!

SUMOOOOO HOUSEEEEEEEE^^

MORE RESULTS out tomorrow!(:

gosh~ I am still hungry~ x=

*SOMEONE IS SLEEPING..SHHHHHHHH~~x)*

*random*

pictures~

2008-06-24T00:42:00.003+08:00

people that I hardly take photos with!x)

Movies,Movies and more Movies!

2008-06-22T00:05:00.000+08:00

Oh well.. watched GET SMART and SHAOLIN GIRL.Both movies were not that bad haha~

Went home watched LORD OF THE RINGS:The Fellowship Of The Ring part 1 and 2. OMG!it is so nice,elf, witches, wizards, curses,monsters, demons, magic, healing, nature powers, fights; just like an interesting fairy tale in fairy land, the good and the dark side.

The show seems familiar, maybe I did went to watch the movie but I guess I fell asleep because I did not understand the movie that time; not now x)

I cant wait for next saturday and see how they continue their journey to destroy the ring!
LORD OF THE RINGS:The Two Towers!

Ohhh!!!!! I just simply love saturdays and sundays stay home movies!!!

The fourth

2008-06-15T23:15:00.006+08:00

Finally.. I decided to sit down and blog x= Many events happened during the first week of holidays, chalet, hospital visit, movies, stayovers,mahjong, DOTA~, one month for my cousin's child BUT I did not go~ Hahaha. Okie, just talk about TODAY. When to NYNY for dinner at AMK, omg~ SO FILLING LA! The amount is so much more than shown in the picture!Then shop around AMK hub and went home~~ ^_____^

Btw~ gong gong suddenly gave me a rose~ out of no reason;*must be guilty or something, hmmm..*x= kidding~ or.. coz I am his dad? Hehe.. HAPPY FATHER'S DAY TO ALL!~

2008-06-11T23:19:00.001+08:00

My mood is gone.

busy busy day~

2008-06-07T14:42:00.009+08:00

YESTERDAY, BUSY!

Firstly, went to bai bai for dumpling festival around 11am and when home at around 1+pm.When home, bath and prepare to go TTS hospital to visit ER YI, she was admitted due to heart attack, operation is needed soon, hope she is alright!!! ):

After that took bus 21 from novena to downtown east, ALAMAK CHEATED! The bus journey took one and the half hours! My motion sickness was so bad~ luckily I had not ate anything since morning. I rather take 88 and change fiddle 345 -___-~~.

Went there, ate chicken wings, satay, bee hoon, meat,prawns, marshmallows.. yummy yummy! x= Was playing frisbee with my cousins' children, I felt like a giant. However, they are all very scary when they keep snatching the frisbee, still, they are very adorable!^^ Chatted with cousin about poly life, laptops and work.
Went home around 11+, reached at 12am+.Bath, used computer, sleep!

While sleeping, I had some weird dreams, something about the common tests and dreamt that I keep going to toilet, when I woke up I really rushed to the toilet~LOL!

Anyway, my dad told me in the morning: Just follow what your heart tells you to do and everything will be alright. THANKS DAD! :D

MY OWN THOUGHTS

2008-06-06T01:20:00.002+08:00

hahaha.. so~ wad is ANGER?WHY humans get angry easily?

Anger is a form of rage burning up in a person, the person himself also do not know why he is angry, it is unexplainable, just a form of thought in the person's mind. It is really difficult to explain WHY.

WHY? humans get angry easily.Mostly by the person's own imaginations. Humans tend to let their imaginations run wild, without asking or trying to find out the truth. With their wild imaginations, they tend to build up anger and refuses to explain and starts giving temper.It is best to understand the person well and try to calm the person down by their character or style.

OR;

it can be something that they are unhappy about, or HEARD ABOUT FROM SOMEONE ELSE and does not wish to say it out, they vent out by scolding, throwing tantrums, the "victims" will tend to think that he or she is right and feels that the angry being is just being crazy.

Lastly, BEING ANGRY EASILY IS NOT BEING PETTY.

HOLIDAYS~

2008-06-05T15:02:00.002+08:00

YAY!!! COMMENT TESTS ARE OVER~~HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!~~

Well, the papers are alright, not that bad, but... I knew I made a major mistake on EM and some minor ones in MTM=__= haiz.. well, it is all over now, just hope I can enjoy my holidays! :D

Anyway, something to share when I reach home x=.. hee hee~

IS WC3 TIME

2008-05-31T04:15:00.002+08:00

Maybe pf is not so bad after all! Just surprised that 2 hrs, 3qns; common tests coming, no more referring =__=''! Hope you just live your life happily after all~~(:
IT IS WC3 TIME! After CTs I mean.. hehe~

----ADVISE----

2008-05-29T17:42:00.003+08:00

I was browsing through the net, thinking over the things I am angry at, something caught my attention. Well, everyone has their *HATES*, just an advise:

Before you comment/say that you hate people doing this or that OR you hate people been this or that, think TWICE! I am sure you have done that before, just that you did not realise it or there is no one there to tell you.

bomb~

2008-05-29T00:28:00.007+08:00

:( SO FED UP WITH MOL SYSTEM. MY ANSWER IS EXACTLY THE ANSWER GIVEN, YET THERE PUT INCORRECT, I EVEN GOT KICK OUT OF THE SYSTEM FOR HAVING TOO MUCH ERRORS, TML HAVE TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL EARLY TO DO THE ONLINE REVISION AGAIN..haiz~~

Encountered some unusual stuff on my way home today ;

Firstly~ I was on bus 52 at a particular stop in thomson, I saw a suspicious looking black bag on the floor and there was a car plate on it.O___O!BOMB?? The bus moved on and i noticed the car beside the bus has no plate number! lol, it dropped? or wad happened?? Haha, then~in the MRT, I saw a giant, a female giant, she is just so big and she is standing in front of me, I felt like a dwarf~ haha.Lastly, I realised that I calm down perfectly after rage if I satisfy myself , by my food cravings or having favourite food.hehe~

The scene of two monkeys "grrrrring" at each other~HAHAHA!

Playground

2008-05-25T01:12:00.003+08:00

I love long;hearted, open minded chats at night.(:

common tests~~

2008-05-22T21:55:00.004+08:00

oh well, common tests are coming..Did lots of stretching today, LOL try doing spilt against a wall and stay there for 3 minutes, haha..N-I-C-E. My voice is really horrible as my nose is blocked =__=, I cant breathe~properly.
Btw, I had been haunted by the past lately, my life history can never change, it had been more than half of my life without you.

hais~

2008-05-20T21:31:00.004+08:00

I feel that I am no longer the old me, commented in some things I usually do. I always wonder, deep in everyone's heart, how do they REALLY find me. Sometimes, I have to think carefully before I can vent out my anger or show my emotions when people is present.This controlled type of feeling is really bad. People might give me advises such as; to ignore what others think or say; OR to take things easy OR dont be too sensitive. However, easier said than done? It is almost impossible to ignore completely how people will look at you, even you ignore, the thought will still haunt you in one way or another.

I feel stressed.

2008-05-16T00:46:00.005+08:00

1) THE ONE ON THE LEFT: HEHEHE~

2) THE ONE ON THE RIGHT: ?_?

3) THE ONE IN THE MIDDLE: GRRRR..WHO IS POKING ME??

SO... WHOSE FINGERS ARE THOSE? x)

once again, before I knew it the day is over..

------TO MY DEAREST GONG GONG------

2008-05-12T01:27:00.003+08:00

GONG GONG! NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, I WILL STILL LOVE YOU! remember that, ok?(:

or else....

BEFORE

AFTER

Just kidding~ x)

MUSCLE TRAINING o___o

2008-05-11T01:18:00.004+08:00

lol! This week really trains my hand muscles well, with sports and wellness where lots of stretching are done, strings practice and food runner in JUMBO!
The trays of food in JUMBO are really HEAVY. Not the food that is heavy but the tray itself =___=
short post as I am really tired. got to rest BYE!

TRY TO BREATHE FOR 10 SECONDS!

2008-05-08T01:56:00.005+08:00

EHEEHEEHEE! I felt pretty weird during EG1 today, no idea how to put it in words~

Anyway, had dinner with edmund at s-11 after school, chit chat chit chat, suddenly we were talking about breathing for 10secs, NOT HOLDING BREATHE, BUT TO KEEP BREATHING IN AIR,IMPOSSIBLE LA! LOL!I cant even breathe for 3 secs. I started laughing very loudly in the shopping centre like nobody's business. =_______=.

Well, gong gong , went to 7-11 and bought big gulp I KNEW IT! impossible to finish the whole cup, end up threw half the cup away..hehe *greedy*x=.

Looked around J8 for a suitable birthday present and we saw flowers everywhere, big to small ones, mother's day is coming! and I came up with a stupid idea on what to buy.

HOME SWEET HOME~ ^^

cool down

2008-05-04T01:49:00.002+08:00

Hurtful things are said out of rage, donuts cure.

I am alright now.

2008-05-03T00:30:00.002+08:00

FUCKING PISSDED OFF JUST REACH HOME AND NAG NAG NAG I HAD BEEN TRYING TO PUT UP WITH YOU FOR MONTHS WITH A HAPPY EXPRESSION AND YET YOU PUSHED YOUR LUCK I MADE YOU HAPPY AND THE NEXT MOMENT YOU PISS ME OFF. ALL BECAUSE OF WAD? POCKET MONEY. JUST SAY THAT YOU DO NOT WANT TO GIVE KEEP ASKING ME TO EARN MYSELF. I HAVE TO ATTEND SCHOOL AND YOU WANT ME TO FEED MYSELF. NOT THAT YOU HAVE NO MONEY TO GIVE BUT YOU JUST WANT TO AGITATE ME. I HAD ENOUGH.I GAVE YOU ENOUGH CHANCES. YOU REALLY PUSHED YOUR LUCK TOO FAR.I HATE YOU.

everything is just wrong just wrong. I have enough of stress, I just dont wan to go home, to go anywhere, ANYWHERE but home.

--TIRED--

2008-04-29T19:47:00.003+08:00

Firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!~

School is really tiring! homework seems never ending, there is always quiz, online assignments, group projects with cramp deadlines. Had been spending money on meals and junk food to relieve stress I guess, feeling moody many times a day, however I am alright now (:

2008-04-21T09:57:00.004+08:00

ARGHHHHHHHHH!

JUST A FEW DAYS OF SCHOOL AND I AM ABSENT FROM CLASS, HAVING THIS CRAP ILLNESS. THE DAYS OF DIARRHOEA IS ENOUGH TO DEHYDRATE ME, MY HEAD SEEMS TO BE GROGGY AND TIRED ALL THE TIME AND NOW FENG MO IS ACTING UP, RED ITCHY PATCHES ALL OVER MY BODY. THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO ABOUT IT BUT TO CRY AND CRY AND CRY, HOW SICKENING.

POLY LIFE

2008-04-18T15:58:00.004+08:00

14/4/08
AHHA! First day of school at Ngee Ann Polytechnic, the timetable was alright, not as tiring as secondary school, however it is kind of difficult to wake up early in the morning after many months of EAT SLEEP PLAY.

15/4/08
hehe..number 15 of the month is here again x)

16/4/08
FUN DAY '08 of NP, was feeling HORRIBLE,went to see family doctor, the doctor said I had gastric flu? stomach FLU? FOOD POSIONING? had no idea wad she was talking about, took my medicine and speeded home. I felt really giddy for the past few days, having diarrhoea,car sickness and fever together, hope I will get well soon~

CAMPPIAK2!

2008-04-13T13:40:00.002+08:00

CAMPPIAK2 WAS FUN FUN FUN!

Station games, telematches, piak race,mass dance,campfire!

I did not enjoy those REALLY WET games :(

BUT I REALLY LOVE THE MASS DANCE!

Lastly

WA SEH ROCKS!!!!

PRAY PRAY

2008-04-03T23:16:00.005+08:00

When to SHAO MU at cck cemetry, followed by GONG MING SHAN temple.

The taxi driver was talking about going into forests in the middle of the night to pluck FRUITS; saying naughty monkeys go pluck durians from trees or snatch the fruits from them, HAHAHA!

Was DEAD tired when I reached home, bath and slept for 6 hours, but I am still feeling sleepy right now, hehehe.